Just need to write!!!!!

Well lets me just say WOW!!!!!!!!!!! This has been a real special few months out here in "D" land. I am moving this weekend to Colorado Springs, and start a new job on Monday with their metro system. Feel good about that, but what is going on here in Denver is SAD and sick. My future ex-son-in-law has become a bigger ass than he was before, which really is hard to believe. He is a drunk, a bum and an asswhole, and thats just the short list. So sad. He is missing out and will miss out on his sons life because of the jerk he has become. I have went to and have prayed many times for help from the Lord, but this probably has been the worse and hardest times I've had to call upon Him. It is only by His grace, His love, His strength and His protection that I will be able to come thru this without killing Greg. I really thought yesterday I would either kill him or myself. It was a rough day to say the least. Lord, bless my grandsons, Max, Cooper, Eli, watch over each of them and let them grow up to be the men of God you desire. Watch over my daughters, their families and let each of them realize the need the should have for you. Thank you Lord for your unconditional love, your watchful hand and most of all the strength you give to me to walk thru the darkness. There is a light at the end of this tunnel. Let me see it soon Lord.