Just need to write!!!!!

Well lets me just say WOW!!!!!!!!!!! This has been a real special few months out here in "D" land. I am moving this weekend to Colorado Springs, and start a new job on Monday with their metro system. Feel good about that, but what is going on here in Denver is SAD and sick. My future ex-son-in-law has become a bigger ass than he was before, which really is hard to believe. He is a drunk, a bum and an asswhole, and thats just the short list. So sad. He is missing out and will miss out on his sons life because of the jerk he has become. I have went to and have prayed many times for help from the Lord, but this probably has been the worse and hardest times I've had to call upon Him. It is only by His grace, His love, His strength and His protection that I will be able to come thru this without killing Greg. I really thought yesterday I would either kill him or myself. It was a rough day to say the least. Lord, bless my grandsons, Max, Cooper, Eli, watch over each of them and let them grow up to be the men of God you desire. Watch over my daughters, their families and let each of them realize the need the should have for you. Thank you Lord for your unconditional love, your watchful hand and most of all the strength you give to me to walk thru the darkness. There is a light at the end of this tunnel. Let me see it soon Lord.

Just need to write!!!!!

Just need to write!!!!!

A New Year

Well it has been a year and a half since I've moved to Colorado and much has happened. I have two new grandsons, Cooper, who I live with, and Eli, back in South Bend. Hopefully I'll be meeting him in March.
Much has happened to me personally. I unfortunately have become ill became of my Lupus. Thank God it has not attacked any of my organs, but it did take all my hair, and has caused me unbelieveable fatigue.
I went to the doctor two weeks ago and she said it was time to start applying for disability. Just seems weird that my life has taken a turn like this. All I can do is keeping praying that God shows me what and where I'm going or should go.
I'm still driving a bus, but not sure how long that is going to last. I am going to apply to RTD to see if I can get part time. I believe that will help.
Otherwise life goes on. Still have no friends out here which sucks but oh well. Trying to get back into the school thing, but that is not going well. Hopefully it will turn around soon.
Well anyone out there who might read this, let me hear from you.